A stream of consciousness

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about where I want my life to go in the future.

What I have planned and where I want to make changes.

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I posted a while ago, mentioning that I was getting divorced…  well that is still going through the process, but it is messy and very unpleasant.

Why do these things have to always be so nasty?

Why can’t two people try to at least be pleasant to one another under rather unpleasant circumstances?

Well I guess that doesn’t really matter.

What matters most is that I know where I am going and what I am going to do with my future.

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I am determined that I will not just sit back and let life happen to me.  I am going to grasp it with both hands and make the most of the opportunities that I have to remake a new life for myself.

One where I can do the things I wanted, one where I only have myself to please.  One where I can be happy.

My current plans are that I would like to study Holistic Nutrition…  I am thinking seriously about this course:  I don’t know yet whether I would prefer to do the class-room course or whether the online/distance learning one would be better (with the latter I could still get a job and work).

But either way, I think that this would be a great addition to my massage practice.

And it is something that I am very passionate about.

All in all, I am fairly happy about what the future can hold for me.  And I am excited about it.

8 thoughts on “A stream of consciousness

  1. Having a plan is so important…this course looks so interesting…keep us in the loop

    Jane🐝

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  2. I imagine this must be the hardest time of your life…and yet also so full of opportunities. I wish you all the best and hope you find all the happiness your heart can hold!

    I really enjoy your posts and because of you I have tried new recipes and foods I had never tried before. Thanks!

  3. I’m sorry to hear you are going through such a tough time with the divorce and fibro. I am, however, happy to see another food blogger in the writing101 course :). I hope you find the writing in this course cathartic and that the food is helping to manage your health issues. I’m doing a similar thing on my blog (food to help with my POTS).

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